Tuesday 7 April 2009

I felt very depressed..

Just back from work. Had been standing for 5 hours to promote the credit cards. I was really depressed the whole day but I still had to treat the customers nicely. Smiled gently to them although got rejected. BUT my heart was bleeding indeed. Try not to think of the issue while working but it's just beyond my control.. Keep figuring in my mind.. My eyes filled with tears while this happened but I still had to control myself and make sure that the tear won't roll down my face.

HURT!!... SPEECHLESS!!!.... SILENT!!!!........

Being silent is a bad attitude? Being "don't mind" is suffering? Why don't you be understanding with my SILENCE? Why I keep on maintaining a proper distance with others BUT you don't?? Am I complaining right now?? Are you beginning to get annoyed with what I feel??

Haiz.. Just forget about it. Maybe I just don't have the right to control or disturb YOUR PERSONAL LIFE.

I THINK IT CAN ONLY TAKE SOME TIME FOR THE WOUNDS TO HEAL. That's it !!!

By,
Mandy

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